I feel the situation the world finds itself in is to some extent a bit of a novelty. Fear of the unknown is always there, yet I get a strange burst of enthusiasm for life occasionally, and am encouraged by even the slightest bit of positivity I hear from the scientists, that they are working hard on finding a vaccine. Sometimes my enthusiasm makes me want to shout it from the rooftops. Every evening I listen to Dr Tony holohan, hoping that the number of reported deaths will be lower then the day before., I also hope the number of reported cases of infections will be lower than the day before as well. I'm in a kind of a rut as regards going back to work, a large part of me doesn't really care if I go back or not, yet like all of you I can't afford not to my thoughts are how will life change for us all when this is all over, will we ever see what we used to call normality again, if your like me, you will love to hear people talking about cures, vaccines, and return to normal life.