Jaysuz.... The depression is gettin to me now.... Obsessen over the average life span today then dividin me age into it, then doin fractions wit the time left of health, then how long the suffering divided by me genes me mas an Das health at thier age..divided by my lifestyle... Equals I shud been dead yers ago an probably I hav diabetes an I'm not aware of it and going blind an I won't be able pay the mortgage an I'll be homeless an die of Dutch gold an sum black refugee will get me gaff an some owlone be lookin out at me from a taxi an me in a doorway smellin of piss an blurry eyed an her saying to her mates....
" look at the poor homeless man isn't it awful dympna? " He probably has mental health an substance abuse issues
Hyacinth "
